I’ve been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way.
I’m blistered but I’m better and I’m home.
And I will crawl, there’s things that aren’t worth giving up I know.
But I won’t let this get me I will fight.
You live the life you’re given with the storms outside somedays all I do is watch the sky.
This song on so many days in so many ways. It brings me back every time. Easily one of my favorite songs.
I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
A crack in the armor
I swim to brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I’m not giving in
I swim
(Source: -theperfectmistake, via bohemianspirit)
Well, in one song this was 2007…
“The Love” by The Morning Light
When you finally fade from those nights you spend
Doing god only knows with your new friends.
When you decide to come back you always can. Oh.
Our lives are seperate roads We’ve picked our separate ways
But this love I’ve found reminds me every day
That I still belive in you
I still have faith.
I have faith that you’ll find your way.
And realize your mistakes. Cause I can’t handle another night alone.
And so I’m try’n to find words to convince you to stay.
Try’n to pick myself up
But you’re getting away.
I keep falling down.
The words won’t come out.
My tongue twists in circles keeps them trapped in my mouth.
But I need the ocean or it’s sand
Or the high that I felt when you first held my hand.
And honey I just can’t feel right alone. Alone.
Is there hope for this?
Cause it’s you that I miss.
And I can’t handle another night alone.
Please stop the sound in the story line.
I’m falling apart
Watch me as I unravel tonight.
And sleep through my changing life.
Cause I can’t handle another long goodbye.
Another sleepless night.
This is my story line.
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In the end it worked out fine, turns out life is better without you by my side.
"I wanna know what it’d be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
But turn it off
In all my spite…"
Paramore; Turn it off. Hayley Williams does it again.
"This is how it works
You’re young until you’re not
You love until you don’t
You try until you can’t
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone elses heart
Pumping someone elses blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don’t get harmed
But even if it does
You’ll just do it all again"
Regina Spektor
